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Sure there was the occasional interaction that felt creepy or unwanted (As an ex boyfriend put it, “If you put out the bird feeder, you’re gonna get some raccoons”) but for the most part Instagram felt like a pleasant, low pressure way to express my sexuality and get compliments from cute guys on the reg.

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